Thursday, February 4, 2010

Growing up

It's a new year for me on my blog. It's a new year for a lot of things. My husband and I have decided that we are done living the American dream. We are done with credit cards and anything that has to do with them. The only thing we will ever finance again is a house or a car/truck. Other than that will we be paying cash for everything we buy from now on. We have a four year plan, in four years we are going to be debt free and that includes our truck as well. So we will have no debts what so ever. It feels so good know that. I know that we might have a few speed bumps on the way, we have already hit a few, but we will keep going. We have faith in God to help us through this, to help guild us in the right directions in our life's.
Also in this new year my daughter is turning two next month. I'm happy and sad all at the same time. She is growing up way to fast. Her brother just turned three last October. I keep getting the feeling like we should have one more baby. But we are not sure, we are praying about it and leaving it up to God if we should have more or not. Peyton is getting so big, she is starting to sit on the potty, has not done anything yet, she loves to be read to all the time. So we are working on getting her more and more books. We have also started taking Ross to the library since he also is into books and being read to as well.
We have also started a bible study in our house. My Mother-in-law keep on getting the feeling that God was telling her we needed to do this. So after talking with me and my Mom we all agreed. Last Thursday was our first study, and tonight will be our second. I'm really looking forward to it. I enjoyed last Thursday's study a lot on the 23rd Psalm. While reading it i figured out I have a stalker, his name is Jesus. He is always with me no matter what, always watching me, taking care of me, guiding me, and keeping me safe. So not your typical stalker, but still He is my stalker.
This year will be mine and Pat's five year anniversary. It seems like so much longer sometimes and such a short time other times. I do know that I'm so happy with him, I know that he loves me no matter what. I never have to worry about him and me, and if we are "okay". I know that our relationship is even stronger now than it was when we first got married, because we have Jesus in our lives. Before we got married yes we both believed in God, but we did not really act the way we should. We were not reading our bibles and praying to God. We were not living ours lives the way God would want. We still have a long ways to go, but with Gods help we are on the right path now.
With God all things are possible, without God nothing is possible.

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